This isn't a question, but my life.. It's quite long :/?

I read the whole thing and sure u do get down i'm life. The best thing to do is just hold your chin up and smile. If you really do like this girl(from a girls point of view) just find ways to make sure she sees u but not obviously also act like u r indifferent to her in a relationship but stay the same friend. Most portsntly be there 4 her. Srry if u don't understand. The point is be her friend. :D