Help me out with my depression? I'm so scared?

all i can say is life gets better girl. i used to hate myself and everyone around me. my life was horrible and my parents were too ******* selfish to care. no one cared about me. and i had the same thoughts. but i got out of that situation, moved to another town and went to college. life gets better. i have better friends now who actually want to hang out with me and like to party with me and i don't feel like a loser like i used to. i can hold my head up high and i'm doing what i love now.