So everyone knows my problem i have with brian and james well heres a story for ya?

well i have been with brian for 2 years and i was happy but didnt feel like he cared about me as much as he used to so i left him.... for james so james nd i were happy :) not dating yet but talking for about a month nd ya we have had our stupid little fights on and off but no biggie nd last week we got into it agin but then the next day everything was fine nd i fianally told my parents about him nd they have hurd good things about him so they told me to invite him over for dinner but he had already made plans with his friends nd he was real upset that he couldnt make it :( then the next day i went to a picnic at my friends and i had found out that he had made out with another girl 2 weeks ago... that night i texted him and it went a little like this..... "hey james we need to talk asap" him: "k" me: "i hurd u made out with a girl 2 weeks ago :(?" him: "ya" me: "?why i thought u said ud never hurt me"... him : idk i was probally pissed but im not even single any more"... me: ?wait what? him: im takin me: wtf r u talking about what about us? i thought we were talking? everything was going good?..... no answer..... :( im real hurt nd idk what to do b4 i left brian he told me that when james breaks my heart to not come back to him crying... i dont want to sound patetic but i miss brian i just want to tell him im sry nd he was right... im not trying to get back with him what am i soposed to do?